HELLLLO!
Hey, it's been awhile!
What up, people?
It's been more than 3 months since I've started college life (THE SECOND).
Things were fine.
And unexpectedly, I've got myself serious into having a relationship.
Eversince, I got myself hurt from the previous one. ( It's not even a relationship anyways.)
This guy. HAHA
He's able to impress me eventhough he's always being lame, and silly.
I see different sides of him everytime we are together.
And most of the time, they're good ones.
Hopefully, this whole thing will work out fine in future.
Chocolate art that he made and left it under my drawer. :)
_THE END_by karin.
First hi and bye is today.
Lots of progress in just a day.
Now,I am able to recognize your footsteps with my eyes closed.
I know when you're absent.
I notice when you're talking.
I like it when you play around.
Not my type, but....still....
Yes, I think i kinda like you.
_THE END_by karin
MIB, my new school!Annnnnnnd, i've got a room OUTSIDE of home.
Funny and younger roommates.
Having fun on the first day itself. which is TODAY.
Didn't disappoint my expectation at all, living outside.
_THE END_by karin.
On a detox program AGAIN.It's my first day today, and THANK GOD there isn't any temptations or cravings YET.
It's only the FIRST DAY.
Juice fasting.
Just juice, juice, and juice.
I'm already feeling the effect.
FEVER.
Shows how toxicated my body is.
For the purpose of health and beauty. :D
[...]
_THE END_by karin.
This is going to be a life-learning journey.
I quited. Yes. I've quited.
I've decided.
I'm happy bout it.
Regrets? Nope, i don't have it.
I'm looking forward for the future.
What awaits me?
How i know it's right for me?
Should i do it? Could i be it ?
Lots of questions and thoughts in mind.
Have to take this time to think DEEPLY and CAREFULLY,
cause it's only THIS SECOND and LAST chance i have.
no more mistakes.
Ain't gonna be an easy road.
Because nothing comes easy.
But, i'll take just carefully and slowly ride on it,
till the end.
Positive thinking :
At least i'm doing something about it.
YOU DID A GOOD JOB, KARIN.
GOOD JOB.
"You're one of the few who accepts the fact that IT wasn't for you.
I'm happy for you. All the best."
"Passion and reality is a totally different thing. Both might do you good or bad. You have to think."
"IT'S definitely not your cup of tea. Do something that you enjoy and happy with."
_THE END_by karin.
I started my drum lesson today! Im sooooooooooo lovin' it.
My class was at 9.
But i overslept, and woke up at 9.15.
Thank god the teacher's patient enough to wait for me.
Bad for a first impression.
:/
_THE END_by karin.
I am regretting right now.But, i can't tell.
Or not, i'll get kicked out.
If i stay any longer, it'll be worse.
But, how to tell?
I'm so in dilemma right now.
So stressed out and i just feeling like killing myself.
No one will understand me at all.
Smartie me,
I've actually made the wrong decision.
_THE END_by karin. in dilemma.
Just got back from work.Super tired, but still in the mood to blog.
:D
Now, my post :
After a looooooooooooooooooooooooong day.Finally, it's RAYA BREAK!
I'm happy that there's no class for a week,
but sad that there's a lot of assignments and tutorials to be done.
and lots of catch up to do.
Secondly,
I was JEALOUS.
but i ain't gonna tell you.
Never everrrr.
And guess what?
You're erased. :)
_THE END_by karin
No sleep for TWO days?It's INSANE.
With assignments, this happens.
As i was driving back home from college, i was DAMN FREAKING SLEEPY.
Like seriously.
I was driving in the middle lane, and every minute, i find my car towards the right lane.
Thank god there weren't any speeding cars that time.
Or not, i'll be dead. Literally. :D
But it was fun though.
Overnight in college with superb friends.
We laugh, we talk, we work.
Fun, but hopefully there won't be a second time if im driving.
Urghhh.
This coming week will be a PACK week.
Class quizzes for all subjects,
Role-play for English (LAMB TO THE SLAUGHTER),
and Junior Science Project, which will be judged by not only lecturers, but REAL DOCTORS.
possibly, sleep-less nights again.
_THE END_by karin.
